i noe...
hola...i noe i didnt post for a week..as i said b4...my timtable is pack..n i hv lotssssss of things n aassigment to do....zzzz..**tired**...i guess today post is goin to be a lot of thing...n a very long post..unless suddenly i dun feel like blogging...^^
hmm...diz week....there's a lott of thing i nid to do..n hell...im so blur bout my assigment...i ody get my company..juz dat i duno how n where to start my report....*DAMN* i start to hate degree life oo..i hope i can throw away dat feeling...juz like im trying to LOVE to study at Curtin...but..hmm..still...i hate to be there...read my lips..i hate it..dat is not wat i wan...i dont wan to be there...!!~!!!...arghhh....i feel soooo lost there...ati ku bukan kat sia bah....it is somewhere elseee...*cursing alone here*...n till now...i still hardly accept the truth dat im there...grrrr.....arghhhh....luckily i pass my foundation...but i pray everyday....hope dat this sucky feeling will go away...coz i really dun wan to fail my degree n betray my promises dat i have wif my grandparents n my parents...n dat is the only reason...y i still try my best to survive there....n the reason for me to try to love that place..urghhh...*hurts*..but i still have to sturgle to be there for 2 yr plus..hmm..i hope i can stand till the end..pray for me..*_*
i noe...dat im not needed...n when im not wanted to be there..so forgive me for beeing such an annoying person i ur eyes..not wat i want either...how i wish i can turn bck...hmm...i feel soooooo,....ermmm....key..u noe how does it feel rite..hard for me to explain...i dont mind if im beeing hated...coz i dont care...(wow..statement berani mati tok)...well..i do care actually..but wat can i do...i cant change wat ppl feeellll.....i wish i could..if i hv magic or wat..i would..LOL...jahat o mun bna....arghh....bia la....apa blh buat nak...bkn cdak jak kwn aku...ada gk nok ln...nvm..nvm....better focus wif my study..B.I.S..i hate uuuuuuuuuuu......ish...i dun understand anythg...geezzzz...
lastly..i miss u....:)
hmm...diz week....there's a lott of thing i nid to do..n hell...im so blur bout my assigment...i ody get my company..juz dat i duno how n where to start my report....*DAMN* i start to hate degree life oo..i hope i can throw away dat feeling...juz like im trying to LOVE to study at Curtin...but..hmm..still...i hate to be there...read my lips..i hate it..dat is not wat i wan...i dont wan to be there...!!~!!!...arghhh....i feel soooo lost there...ati ku bukan kat sia bah....it is somewhere elseee...*cursing alone here*...n till now...i still hardly accept the truth dat im there...grrrr.....arghhhh....luckily i pass my foundation...but i pray everyday....hope dat this sucky feeling will go away...coz i really dun wan to fail my degree n betray my promises dat i have wif my grandparents n my parents...n dat is the only reason...y i still try my best to survive there....n the reason for me to try to love that place..urghhh...*hurts*..but i still have to sturgle to be there for 2 yr plus..hmm..i hope i can stand till the end..pray for me..*_*
i noe...dat im not needed...n when im not wanted to be there..so forgive me for beeing such an annoying person i ur eyes..not wat i want either...how i wish i can turn bck...hmm...i feel soooooo,....ermmm....key..u noe how does it feel rite..hard for me to explain...i dont mind if im beeing hated...coz i dont care...(wow..statement berani mati tok)...well..i do care actually..but wat can i do...i cant change wat ppl feeellll.....i wish i could..if i hv magic or wat..i would..LOL...jahat o mun bna....arghh....bia la....apa blh buat nak...bkn cdak jak kwn aku...ada gk nok ln...nvm..nvm....better focus wif my study..B.I.S..i hate uuuuuuuuuuu......ish...i dun understand anythg...geezzzz...
lastly..i miss u....:)
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mwax...^^
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