Wednesday, April 15, 2009

~spirit~

hohoho...suddenly i get diz blogging "spirit" while i was doing some work,about 1 minute before..lol..n now..im here...blogging...heheh...diz is wat i think juz now...n makes me wan to blog...
here we go0o0o0o...hmm...i juz realise dat my blog, usually talks about my assignment, campus life etc...n mostly...about how stress i am due to assignment...i was like..wth...y cant i juz enjoy my life in uni...its once in a lifetime oppurtunity...however..i wonder y on earth uni life gives us soooo many things to do as if we dun hv LIFE....hey...i wan to enjoy my teenagers life...i noeeeeeeee....its important...but pls gv 'us' some rest....during free week...we still hv tones of thing to do...is dat wat they call FREE WEEK..???!!!ohfuckoff....it is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo...grrrr...k..suddenly i feel like diz is sooo not fairrr...or they juz dont noe wat does holiday mean..??lol..pity2....its not dat im lazy, dun wan to study anymore...but i juz nid some rest...okey..a moment where i can live my life like before.....

*to someone;sorry for everythg..its not dat i dun wan to hang out wif u...but every time u ask me out, the timing is juz not right....im not trying to avoid u o wat..but...u have to understand...we've been fren for so long,my life is not as simple as yours okey!!!im not being mean..but can u pls understand, we r now not in our "childhood" time anymore..move on plsss...u really have to move on....srysry...*

im not regret wif wat i do now...i want to hv a bright future..for dat reason..i shouldn't regret diz...but because of some ppl dat doesn't understand me, my life, my dream...it makes me feel so sick...i juz wan u to support me....n understand wat im doin now...i dun wan to end up married,hv kids n become housewife,n depends 100% wif my husband...sooo not me okey!!...n i really think dat education is soooo important...n dat should be my first priority for now..not getting married.....its too early eh....i still want to enjoy my life...hv money on my own..^^..sooo....no matter how, i will not gv up..juz bcoz u r avoiding me now....u juz go n continue ur dream marrying ur so called "org kaya" yea...coz..read carefully...I DUN GV A DAMN...sooo..sayonara...

bye2..feel soo good now..^^.
fewh....

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